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Member Since: 08/22/2009
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| Im Autumn. I love Skinny Jeans anything that is scene and my friends. I'm flirtatious alot, and I love making new friends. And I think piercings are HAWT (: My lover forever is Andrew. Hes my sexy baby I love you <3 9.23.09
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SuicidalSyringe's Blog
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Oct 29 2009 6:46PM
What's This? [Love]
What's this? What's this?
There's couples everywhere
What's this?
There's kisses in the air
What's this?
I can't believe my eyes
I must be dreaming
Wake up, please, this isn't fair
What's this?
What's this? What's this?
There's something really weird
What's this?
There's something I have feared.
What's this?
The streets are lined with
So many couples laughing
Everybody seems so happy
Have I possibly gone daffy?
What is this?
What's this?
There's people walking together here
instead of walking alone
They're busy building kisses
And absolutely no one's lonley
There's a smile on every face
Oh, I can't believe my eyes
And in my bones I feel the warmth
That's coming from my insides.
Oh, look
What's this?
They're holding hands, they kiss
Why that looks different, inspired
They're snuggled close together
They're hearts are on fire
What's this?
What's this?
In here they've got a flower, how sour
And who would ever think
And why?
They're looking into each others eyes
He's touching on her thighs
And there's a smile on her face
So, now, correct me if I'm wrong
This looks like fun
This looks like fun
Oh, could it be what I think?
What's this?
Oh my, what now?
In a different city
But look, there's the same thing happening
The kiss, the touching here it happens again
I must find out what is going on
In this weird and different place
What's this?
The monsters are all missing
And the nightmares can't be found
And in their place there seems to be
Good feeling all around
Instead of depression, I swear
I can hear kisses in the air
The sound of lips and romance
Is absolutely everywhere
The sights, the sounds
They're everywhere and all around
I've never felt so good before
This empty place inside of me is filling up
I simply cannot get enough
I want it, oh, I want it
Oh, I want it for my own
I've got to know
I've got to know
What is this place that I have found?
What is this?
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Oct 12 2009 9:01PM
Josh
Josh,
I like the way you talk to me.
I like the way you smile.
Everything that you do
makes my heart skip a mile.
You make life seem so painless,
When its really so much more.
Everything that you ever do,
I will always will adore.
Someone as simple as you
Stole my heart that special day.
No matter what you say
You can't never ever go away.
I always think of that day
When I lay in your arms
&& you look into my eyes
&& Im flusterd by your charm
I kiss you on the lips
As you tell me that you love me
Because I love you too
&& forever I want us to be.
-Autumn; Your Babe-
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Sep 29 2009 8:34PM
????????
IS NO ONE EVR ON ANYMORE OR IS IT THAT EVERYONE HAS CHOSEN TO IGNORE ME
Im so lonely will someone please talk to me
I miss my bestfriends Dylan & Blake... so much :'(
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Sep 13 2009 12:14PM
Silent
Silent Fears,
Silent Tears,
Silent Things No One Hears.
Silent Sleeping,
Silent Weeping,
Silent Things In For Keeping.
Silent Kisses
Silent Misses
Silent & Dark Reminisces.
Silent Thinking,
Silent Drinking,
Silenty Your Inside Sinking.
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Sep 3 2009 7:01PM
Part 1: Joey Lee Andrew RIP [8.17.09]
My dear Joey Lee Andrew,
I loved you from the start.
When I first laid eyes on you,
my heart fell apart.
I talked to you a couple times
&& got to know you more.
You turned into my best friend
I loved you from the core.
One Friday night I was talking to you,
&& you asked me a question
You asked me Autumn will you be mine,
though it was only a suggestion.
My heart bursted through the ceiling,
into outerspace.
I couldnt believe what I heard,
I felt my heart race.
I nodded to your question,
as you held me close to you.
Joey you made me smile,
just like you always do.
I remember that night fondly,
as my life turned around.
I felt as if I was dressed up
in a wedding gown.
August sevententh,
the worst my life.
Its the very same day,
you took your own life.
You took one to many pills,
as you laid to sleep.
Though it wasnt an accident,
you made that big leap.
Before you laid to sleep
you wrote us all a letter.
Each and every one said
you will watch over us forever
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Sep 3 2009 6:58PM
Part 2: Joey Lee Andrew RIP [8.17.09]
But mine and only mine
said you loved me forever.
You only let me go,
so I could be with who ever.
You taught me how to love
You taught me how to let go
You taught me all the little things
I would never have known.
I really love you Joey,
I really really do.
I remember the last words I said
I hate you.
I am sorry Joey I was mad
everything was a blur.
All because you didnt want me
all you wanted was her.
She is was really great,
but you were so much better
I remember that special day
I wrote you that love letter.
I told you how I needed you
in my speical life.
I told you if you werent there
I would be ended with a knife.
You told me that you loved me,
I know it wasnt a lie.
Joey you shouldnt have took those pills
&& you shouldnt have died.
I only wanted one person
that one person was you.
You said you didnt believe it
but I was sure you knew.
Your chest wasnt moving,
like a living persons does.
That night for you was
probably a big buzz.
The next day I got a text,
from our closest friend.
She told me that
this is the very very end.
I sloutched on my bed,
as I slammed my door.
I couldnt believe you
werent here no more.
As I write this poem
tears fall from my eyes
Joey I need you here
Not in the skies
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Sep 2 2009 8:22PM
I love everything about you
I love the way you dance,
it always makes me smile.
I love the way you sing,
it makes my heart skip a mile.
I love the way you talk to me,
it makes me feel so alive.
I love the way you hold my hand,
it makes my heart sky dive.
When I see you calling me,
my heart skips a beat.
When I see you smiling,
I can feel my blood heat.
When I see you texting me,
I want to scream your name.
When I see you anywhere,
it isnt a guessing game.
I want to take you to the moon,
shoot across the sky.
I want you take you to the world,
seeing eye to eye.
I want to take you to the store,
buy you everything.
I want to take you everywhere,
and make you my king.
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SuicidalSyringe's Friends Comments (most recent comments) Add Comment
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-Bubblez-
Nov 11 2009 6:17PM
Lol, Sorry I Meant "Autumn"
Haha :]
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-Bubblez-
Nov 11 2009 6:16PM
Hey Autum, Remember Me? :]
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XxX3LL!3XxX
Sep 16 2009 5:26PM
NO!!! I LOVE YOU MORE!!!!!!!!!
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XxBlakexX
Sep 15 2009 10:15PM
I'm okay sweetie, how are you?
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<3_Kevin_<3
Sep 12 2009 11:33PM
Right whatever blake, she got the point
I don't like her
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XxBlakexX
Sep 12 2009 11:20PM
Think***
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Skaul
Sep 10 2009 8:19PM
Sup cool peep
ium bored
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XxX3LL!3XxX
Sep 9 2009 7:58PM
Hey girlie! Sorry i havent been on. i've been wayyyy busy!!! :] And i still love you more!!! :P lol
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xXSlitMyWristsXx
Sep 9 2009 12:02AM
Hello m'dear, thank you for taking down the blog. I truely appreciate it. ^.^ And hun, I'm not going anywhere, you should have realized that by now.
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shadow zelda
Sep 8 2009 11:42AM
Cool. :)
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